Courageous

The only way we’ll ever stand
Is on our knees with lifted hands
Make us courageous
Lord, make us courageous-Casting Crowns


I want to be strong and courageous. I pray to God asking if he would give me courage and give me boldness to use stand up for what is right. I have not problem with speaking what i feel God wants me to say,but actually stepping out and saying it to those people is hard. When  I was reading Joshua, " being strong and courageous" shows up a lot and I know God was definitely speaking to me saying i truly need to stand up.  Today was a big step for me in this problem. I know that if I just speak and say what i need to say I could make a difference. "So Lord make me courageous. I know that You are with me and you will give me words to speak." I need to get beyond my self and walk in God's strength and do what He has me to do. Lord Jesus Lead me. So this topic also reminds me of another song God totally revealed Himself to me  though.
It is Born For This by Mandisa from The Story cd:
     There’s a time to hold your tongue, time to keep your head down
There’s a time but it’s not now
Sometimes you gotta go, uninvited
Sometimes you gotta speak when you don’t have the floor
Sometimes you gotta move, when everybody else says you should stay
No way, no, not today
You gotta ask, if you want an answer
Sometimes you gotta stand apart from the crowd
Long before your heart could run the risk
You were born for this

 

My Chains Hit The Ground

And I remember the nails that you took for me
When you died in my shame and iniquity
Jesus, you have set me free
The thorns of my pain you wore in a crown
When you bowed your head, your love was poured out
And my chains hit the ground- Leeland

So I bought Leeland's new cd today and this song My Chains Hit the Ground up above was really a stand out to me. Its a powerful song and I cant help but worship to this song. Jesus sacrificed Himself for me and you! I mean who would do that for us, messed up sinners that doesnt deserve anything. Through Jesus we are free!!!! How awesome is that!! Our chains hit the ground. Jesus took on what should have been our punishment, so we could be free and alive in Him. I get chill bumps just thinking about this. As Christians we are free, but so many times we walk around defeated carrying burdens that as children of God we were never meant to carry. So i pray that this song is a reminder to us all that Jesus died for us and He lives in us  now and we are no longer bound so lay down any burdens that hold you back, lay them at Jesus' feet. When life gets tough keep holding on to Jesus because there is victory in Him. So dont let the craziness of this life burden you again, remember we are free.  And my Chains hit the ground....

Open Up the Sky

WE WON'T BE SATISFIED
WITH ANYTHING ORDINARY
WE WON'T BE SATISFIED AT ALL
OPEN UP THE SKY
FALL DOWN LIKE RAIN
WE DON'T WANT BLESSINGS
WE WANT YOU
OPEN UP THE SKY
FALL DOWN LIKE FIRE
WE DON'T WANT ANYTHING BUT YOU-Open Up the Sky by Deluge

i really love this song!!!! I want all of Jesus. Open Up the Sky...

Can't Get Away

am an arrow, I am a rocket
I am a river and nothing can stop it
Cause You are the target and You are the atmosphere
You are the ocean that keeps pulling me, You're pulling me here

And I, can't get away, can't get away
Can't get away, can't get away
I can't get away, can't get away...I keep running into You

I am a beggar, You are the table
I am so helpless, God, You are so able
And when I get turned around You change my direction
You're so perfect, I'm so broken, here You come with arms wide open
Chasing after me down every road
You're always waiting there

Even when I close my eyes, I can't help but see
There's no place that I can hide, You're such a part of me
I can't get away cause I keep running into You
I can't get away... -Rush of Fools

I havent heard this song in forever and today i heard it and i absolutely love this song. I cant get away from my God. He madly loves me and he is jealous for me. Why would i ever want to leave my Abba Father. he is there for me no matter if im in the valley or up on the mountain. I keep running into Him!!

Beautiful

You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You are made for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You are treasured, you are sacred, you are His
You're beautiful
Before you ever took a breath
Long before the world began
Of all the wonders He possessed
There was one more precious
Of all the earth and skies above
You're the one He madly loves
Enough to die!
You're beautiful, You're beautiful
In His eyes-Beautiful by MercyMe
God has recently convicted me on calling people ugly. I know it sounds simple, but words mean things. When we know the person, or dont and call them ugly, in truth it is wrong. God created that person and God does not make junk. When we call a person ugly, or anything around that it is us basically saying that what God creating was worng. God is never wrong. You never know what that person is going through. We are all beautiful/ hansome(lol) in God's sight, and as Christians shouldnt people be beautiful/hansome in ou sight,too. Now there is a difference if that person acts ugly. We should never call some one ugly based on looks no matter if they are a Christian or not. We are to love everyone. Jesus loved EVERYONE, even enough to die for us. Your beautiful....

Fame

Some say you're just a good man
Some say you are kind
Some say you are in the grave
But I say you're alive
Some say you're just a prophet
Some say you were wise
Some say you were just a man
But I say you are God
You are my God
I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
And the world will know your greatness
You are my God
I will shout your fame
I know you're the Messiah
You gave your life for me
And I know you're the only way
Jesus you're my God
You are my God
I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
And the world will know your greatness
You are my God
Jesus I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
I will show the world your goodness
As I live a life that shouts your fame
As I live a life that shouts your fame
Jesus I decide to live
Live a life that shouts your fame
Shout your fame-Hillsong

I live my Life to make Jesus know!!! He is the King of kings and I will shout His fame to all the earth!!!

Free

Through You the kingdom's come
Through You the battle's won
Through You I'm not afraid
Through You the price is paid
Through You there's victory
Because of You my heart screams I am free
I am free-By Newsboys

I am free in Christ Jesus!!!!!!!!! Its a Wonderful thing!!!!!! wow today was Great!!!!!!!

I'd Need a Savior

How many names
Can I use to explain
The love of my Jesus
The life that He gave
And so many times
Will I praise You today
I lift up my life
Cause You’re always the same
And my offering
To you I bring
Your name is Jesus
Your name is Jesus
You’re the wonderful, counselor, my friend
You’re what I hold on to
I know that You brought me through
All the days of loss and to the cross, You knew
That I’d need a Savior
How many songs
Can I sing to proclaim
Your wondrous love
Oh and beauty so great
Oh and, What would I say
If You brought down the rain
And everyday I walked through the pain
My heart would still say…
All the days of loss, and to the cross You knew,
That I'd Need a Savior Well, I'd need a Savior....woah
You're what I hold onto, I know that You brought me through
All the days of loss and to the cross You knew,
That I'd need a Savior
I'd need a Savior,
I need You Savior.- I'd Need a Savior by Among the Thirsty

I really love this song. Jesus is all that in the song. I am so i love with him. I am so glad that He is my Savior!!!! This song is another song that just says my heart, Wow!!! God knew that I'd need a Savior!!

The One

Theres nothing left to say
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to prove
I'm in love with You
You're the one
You're the one
So tell me can you see what you mean to me
That you'll never leave
I'm a fool for you
You're the one
You're the one-by Chris and Conrad
I first heard this song this morning.I really like this song. Jesus is the one for me. He has done so many thing for me in my life. I am so in love with Him. I'm a fool for Him. He truly does mean everything to me. Jesus, You're the one...

Today

sooo I really dont have anything to write about and my internet isnt working well so i cant put any song lyrics. Anyways today was great!! My God is so much more than Indescribable!!!At church tonightwe talked about obeying the God's call/mission on our lives. It was really good. I will follow God's plan for my life!!!!! He is my Everything!!!!!!!

Sweetly Broken

To the cross I look, to the cross I cling
Of it's suffering I do drink
Of it's work I do sing
For on it my Savior, both bruised and crushed
Showed that God is love
And God is just
At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
I'm sweetly broken, wholly surrendered
What a priceless gift, undeserved life
Have I been given
Through Christ crucified - Sweetly Broken by Jeremy Riddle

i really like this song and the words are powerful! Jesus died for us and so we must die to ourselves and live for Him. God loves me and you. At the cross is we must abandon ourselves. We must fully surrender to the one who gave his live for us! Sweetly Broken....

My God is Faithful

Just like the sunshine you have been our light
Leading us into beautiful places
We've walked through fire but you made us brighter
Leading us into beautiful places
Faithful Jesus, healing savior
compass, center, bread of life
Faithful Jesus, cherished treasure
our portion, wisdom God's great light
Just like the starlight you shine in the black night
Leading us into beautiful places
Just like the atmosphere you've come to surround us here
Leading us into beautiful places
Faithful Jesus, healing savior
compass, center, bread of life
Faithful Jesus, cherished treasure
our portion, wisdom God's great light
God you are here with us constantly here with us
You are our everything faithful and true- Constant by Charlie Hall

God is my Constant. He is my Everything. He is faithful and True!!! I could continue, but the song says it all!!! He is the Untimate Healer. Uncle Terry got to come home today!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise my Lord!!!!!!!!

I will sing

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling
How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing
I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give
How can I keep from singing your praise? How can I ever say enough, how amazing is your love? How can I keep from shouting your name? I know i am loved by the king, and it makes my heart want to sing
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
how can i keep from singing your praise how can i ever say enough how amazing is your love how can i keep from shouting your name a know i am loved by the king and it makes my heart i am loved by the king and it makes my heart i am loved by the king and it makes my heart want to sing
i can sing- How Can I Keep From Singing by Chris Tomlin

I really love this song!!!! It is so special to me especially since God has called me to sing!!!! I will sing for Jesus no matter what!!!

WOW GOD MOMENT!!!!!

I love the way the stars shine for you
And every single mountain bows down
I love the way the universe is singing your song
So I'll try to sing along- Sing Along by Sixteen Cities

wow this evening was totally Amazing. Me and my mama was at the hospital visting with my Uncle Terry, (who by the way is going home Monday!!). It was shift change and Mrs. Bertha was the tech. She is Aunt Jo and Uncle Terry's favorite that they have had. She said that she wants to keep in touch with my family and all even after Uncle terry is at home. So she comes in the room and Uncle Terry, Aunt Jo and my Mama sing her a song. Then they talk about how close they are in age , then we found out that mine, uncle terry, and Mrs, Bertha's birthdays are close together. Uncle terry then jokes that im 24, but then we talked about how everyone things that im older then i look. So without even knowing me Mrs. Bertha, who is a godly woman say that im mature in my walk with God just by looking at me. then God told Mrs. Bertha  that I havent done it yet, but God has great things for me to do!!! My God totally Awesome. Then He speaks through Mrs. Bertha still by her saying that i was talented even before i sang her a song that i wrote!!! Then my mama and aunt Jo was telling mrs. Bertah how God brought me into this family at the right time. Tonight was a total God moment, and A moment i will always remember. I really needed to hear that today and this week. My God is totally Awesome and He reveals Himself daily to me. I serve an Awesome God!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll Stand

So long politics it’s time to start being me
Take the chains off my lips it’s time to set my tongue free
Some might just turn their heads but some will raise a fist
And You told me to stand so I won’t back down from this
They say there are no absolutes but are they absolutely sure
In a world that tries to water You down
Where beliefs cannot be spoken to loud
I’ll stand for truth
Where they claim Your way isn’t wide enough
And they do their best just to cover You up
I’ll stand for You
Hello reality it’s time we embrace honesty
Teach me to speak with truth and love and with humility
You made a promise that You’re coming back to earth
So how selfish am I if I don’t go tell the world
They say just be sincere but could they all just be sincerely wrong
They might remove Your name from money
But You own it all the same
They kicked You out of school that’s funny
Cause how could You go away
In a land that’s built upon Your word
It’s amazing You’ve been banned
To think that we control You is absurd
So for truth I’m here to stand- Stand For You by Jonny Diaz

i totally love this song. It is so true. I will stand for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ no matter what!!

To Know

To know You is to never worry for my life
To know You is to never give into compromise and
To know You is to want to tell the world about You
‘Cause I can’t live without You
To know You is to hear Your voice when You are calling
To know You is to catch my brother when he is falling
To know You is to feel the pain of the brokenhearted
‘Cause they can’t live without You
More than my next breath
More than life or death
All I’m reaching for, I live my life to know You more
I leave it all behind, You’re all that satisfies To know You is to want to know You more To know You is to want to know You more
To know You is to ache for more than ordinary
To know You is to look beyond the temporary
To know You is believing that You’ll be enough
‘Cause there’s no life without You
All this life could offer me
Could not compare to You, compare to You
And I count it all as loss
Compared to knowing You, knowing You
All this life could offer me
Could not compare to You, compare to You And I count it all as loss
Compared to knowing You, knowing You And I count it all as loss
Compared to knowing You, knowing You- To Know You by Casting Crowns

I consider this song one of my theme songs in my life. My desire is to know God more. I live me life for Him not for me or my fame.  In this life I truly compare it all as loss to know my Lord. When we know Jesus as Our Lord, there should be a difference in us. To know Him is to want to know Him more. wow This is one of my favorite songs and I just wanted to share what i think about this. It is truly Awesome. Its my ringtone also. the words in this song is powerful and my question to everyone that reads this is Do you truly live your live to know Him more and if you know Him is there a difference in your life.. To know Him.. To know Him...

This is the Stuff

This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use by Francesca Battistelli

With all the stuff that is going on in my Life, I am bless. God is doing amazing stuff and I Know that He is going to use me in great ways. Some things in the past week in my life are just plain out ridiculous and Satan is trying to use those things to bring me down, but he cant because I belong to God and i am not giving up because God never gives up on me. I am trusting in my Lord to get me through all of this and I know that He is using all of this to bring me closer to Him. I am cling to my Savior now, He is all I need. This is the stuff...

Freedom is Here

The future comes alive
You speak Your word and I
I’m running into Your hope
Because I’ve seen Your light
You bring my world to life
I’m coming after Your love
I’m not shaken
I’m not letting go
And everything comes alive
In my life as we lift You higher
Let Your freedom arise
In our lives as we lift You up
Sing it out
Sing it out
Your freedom is here
So take the limits off
No matter what the cost
I’m running after Your call
And I will run this race
See You face to face
So let Your power overflow
I will not fear
I will not hide Your love
Your love
All of my life
I cannot deny Your love
Your love
So take the limits off
No matter what the cost
I’m running after Your call
And I will run this race
See You face to face
So let Your power overflow - Freedom is Here by Hillsong United

In Christ I have Freedom!!In Him I have all I need. I am running to Him full force. He has called me to do great things, he has called me to sing and that is what I will do for the all my days. His love is Amazing!!! He is guiding me and directing me to do His will. Yes, Freedom is Here!!!!

Here for God

To You our hearts are open
Nothing here is hidden
You are our one desire
You alone are holy
Only You are worthy
God, let Your fire fall down
Let our shout be Your anthem
Your renown fill the skies
We are here for You, we are here for You
Let Your Word move in power
Let what's dead come to life
We are here for You, we are here for You- Chris Tomlin

I live for God. I live to please , God and nobidy else. He is my one Desire and I will Worship Him forever. He is so worthy of Our Praise. God's Bride, His Children need to come together in one voice and figure it out that we are Here for God!!!!!!!!!

God's Love is Strong

Heavenly Father
You always amaze me
Let your kingdom come
In my world and in my life
You give me the food I need
To live through the day
And forgive me as I forgive
The people that wronged me
Lead me far from temptation
Deliver me from the evil one
I look out the window
The birds are composing
Not a note is out of tune
Or out of place
I look at the meadow
And stare at the flowers
Better dressed than any girl
On her wedding day
So why do I worry?
Why do I freak out?
God knows what I need
You know what I need
Your love is
Your love is
Your love is strong
The kingdom of the heavens
Is now advancing
Invade my heart
Invade this broken town
The kingdom of the heavens
Is buried treasure
Will you sell yourself
To buy the one you've found?
Two things you told me
That you are strong
And you love me
Yes, you love me- Your Love is Strong by Jon Foreman

I heard this song for the first time on the radio todayand I was like Wow that is a really awesome song. To know that I have a Heavenly Father that created me and knows all that i need. He lives in me and He is Strong and He loves me beyond all my faults and failure. wow God is more than Amazing. He is always going to be here with me through everything!!! God, Your Love is Strong!!!!!!!!!!

Happy

 I could dance a thousand miles because of your
great love
c'mon everybody dance! yeah! everybody dance!
My heart is bursting Lord
To tell of all you've done
Of how you changed my life and wiped away my past
I want to shout it out
From every rooftop sing
For now I know that God is for me not against me
Everybody's singing now, cause we're so happy
Everybody's dancing now, cause we're so happy
If only I could see your face
See you smiling over us
And unseen angels celebrate....
HEY!
For Joy is in this place!- Happy Song by Chris Tomlin

I'm so happy in Jesus Christ, actually it is joy that last forever. I want to shout and tell everyone about Him. He is truly Amazing!!!!!

Every Time I Breathe

I am sure all of heaven's heard me cry
As I tell You all the reasons why
This life is just too hard
But day by day
Without fail
I'm finding everything I need
And everything that You are
To me
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Now how could I after knowing One so great
Respond to You in any way
That's less than all I have to give
But by Your grace I want to love You not with what
I say
But everyday
In a way that my life is lived
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Wrapped in Your mercy I want to live and never leave
I am held by how humble
Yet overwhelmed by Your majesty
Captured by grace and now I'm finding
I am free
You are marvelous God
And knowing You is everything- Every Time I Breathe by Big Daddy Weave

God totally put this song on the radio today when I needed to hear it the most!! Wow Im so in Love God!!!!!!

I Smile

I smile when I think about
The way You've turned my life around
I smile when I think about
The happiness in You I've found
I'm so amazed at what Your love has done
And when I think the best is yet to come
I smile!
I smile! - by Russ Lee

God has done Amazing things in my life!!!! I smile becaus He is my Daddy and I am so in love with Him. I  am so blessed, there is not time for drama and no time to have bad days. So I smile because I have the joy that Jesus lives in me!!! I SMILE

Rest in His Love

Cause He says...
In all your hurt, in all your pain.
I'll never leave, I won't forsake.
You're my child and I'm your God.
Come and rest in my love.
When everything seems out of control,
I'm holding on, I won't let go.
You're my child and I'm your God.
Come and rest in my love- by Phil Wickham

This song has been stuck in my head all day. It came on the radio this morning and I was like WOW. I have this song on Phil Wickham's cd, but i never really listen to it. I love this song. It speaks volumes about God's promise to me, and everyone. i am resting in His love. This song is perfect top what has been going on with my family and all for the past several weeks. God totally spoke to me through this song. I rest in His love..

Beauty will Rise

Out of these ashes beauty will rise
We will dance among the ruins
We will see it with our own eyes
Out of these ashes beauty will rise
For we know joy is coming in the morning
In the morning beauty will rise- Steven Curtis Chapman

When everything seems like there is no hope and thing wont get better, God shines through. He is there with us. Through Him, we can be strong and have hope. I have seen beauty rise from the ashes time and time again. My God is faithful and i trust in Him. When everything falls about beauty will rise in the morning. We can have oure joy because we belong to God. Out of these ashes beauty will rise....

Today is the day

I`m reaching my hand to Yours
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good
Is good
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m trusting in what You say
Today is the day- Lincoln Brewster

Today was good, nothing really new or special. With God all my days are good. He made them, and he gets all the glory. My God is soo Awesoma and I trust in Him. Today is the Day

Way Beyond Myself

There’s so much more than meets the eye
Or what’s going on inside
I believe in something way beyond myself
Like the wind that moves the leaves
Lord, You bring me to my knees
I believe in something way beyond myself-by Newsboys

I totally believe in something way beyond myself. That is my Lord and His power. I am nothing without him. I could do nothing without Him. He gets all the glorry for what he has done in my life, it is nothing that i can do on my own. Ibelive in something way beyond myself.

Hold Me

Oo, I love the way You hold me, by my side You'll always be
You take each and everyday, make it special in some way
I love the way you hold me, in Your arms I'll always be
You take each and everyday, make it special in some way
I love You more than the words in my brain can express
I can't imagine even loving You less-by Jamie Grace

I recently heard this song on the radio. I love this song. I dont know how many times i ask God to hold me. He does I love him so much. There are not enough words to describe my God. I really do love the way he holds me :)

 

If We Gotta Start Sometime I say Now...

If you gotta start somewhere why not here
If you gotta start sometime why not now
If we gotta start somewhere I say here
If we gotta start sometime I say now- City on Our Knees by TobyMac
    God is doing Amazing this in this school. . After the Revival sevice this morning, i felt a lot of air cleared, burdens were lifted, and all i can say is prayer changed things. It feels like we are a family again. God is doing Awesome things and i feel that Trinity is going to be on fire for God. I can not put into words how God is moving in the lives of each and every student in this school.I can not describe the Amazing things that has happened yesterday and today. He is so worthy of our Praise!!!! I pray Trinity leaves a legacy. I feel that God is going to use Trinity to start a Revival in this City, and this world!!!! So If we got gotta start sometime I say Now...

Winter Jam

Winter Jam was so Amazing tonight!!!!! I had an Awesome time worshipping my Absolutely Indescribable Savior!!!!! I got to meet Chris August, Jason Casto and Sidewalk prophets!!! I had 4th row seats!!!!! It was more than that because it was all about my Jesus!!!!!!!

Don't Box God in

And I don't wanna box you in
You've been doing big things since the world began
Sometimes I just don't wanna believe
That you're big enough - but you're big enough yeah!
I don't wanna box you in
You've been doing big things since the world began
Sometimes I just don't understand that you're big enough
But you're big enough Jesus- Big Enough bt Ayiesha Woods

God is soo Big!!! he is Bigger than anything I can Imagine!!!!!! We shouldn't box God in because 1) He cant be boxed in. and 2) If we try and box Him in we are trying to form Him into us. He is bigger than All of our problem and He will never fail us. He continues to do big things in my life!!!! I am more in Love with Jesus today than I was yesterday!!!! We should never Box God in!!!!! I serve a BIG GOD!!!!!!!
  

Constant

I'm just a little bit afraid of where I'm going
And it feels like a hurricane is blowing over
Though I can't find the ground below
I've lived enough to know
I've lived enough to know
You're my constant in every moment
Constant
You've never failed me
All my life
You have never left my side
You are my constant
Okay I really don't like change but I can't stop it
I'm moving forward with the promise
You are the anchor for my soul
That's all I need to know
That's all I need to know
Before I was a thought on earth
You knew me then and You gave me worth
When all of this is said and done
You will be the One I'm standing on- Constant by Francesca Battistelli

God is my Constant. In everything changing in my family because of health problems and craziness, i dont think things will ever be the same. I do know that God is my Constant though everything. I think this song is totally perfect in my life now. Christ is the One that i am standing on. Wow God is soo Amazing. He knows me waaaayyyy more than I know myself, well duh He created me. I am so glad that He is  my Daddy, and He is my Constant!!!

Healer!!!!!!

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need- Healer by Hillsong

God is so Amazing!!!! He is the ultimate Healer. My uncle Terry had surgery again today and the doctor said that everything looks great and the infection is gone!! Hallelujah, God deserves all the glory!!!!!!!!! God has definitely showed out while my Uncle Terry has been at the hospital. Praise God, Praise God!!!!!!!!!!

Bring the Rain

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain- by MercyMe

   I think this song says it all :)

All I Need

You are all I need when I'm surrounded
You are all I need if I'm by myself
You fill me when I'm empty
There is nothing else
You're all I need - Bethany Dillon

   God is so Awesome and he proves to me daily that He is all I need. When everything is crazy right now He still reveals himself to us. Last night i was having my quiet time and he just spoke to me saying that he is right there beside me and he mt Strength through it all.
    My Uncle Terry had surgery today and they didnt find any infection today!! Praise my Lord!!! The doctor said that they would do surgery again and he also said uncle Terrt still has a long road ahead. My God is sooo Great and He is truly all I need.

Never Fails

But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails- Jesus Culture

   I am so glad that God gives new mercies to us everyday. Through it all I know that His love never fails!!!! Things are tough in my family now with my uncle terry who has surgery again tomorrow and my Pa starts chemo also and prolly will not be able to see my Uncle Terry for a while. I have no idea why all this is happening but I know that God is in control and he will never give us anything that we cant handle. He is a Big Abba that will never fail!!! I love Him soo much!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Hands

When my world is shaking, heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands
Your hands that shaped the world
Are holding me
They hold me still- Your Hands by JJ Heller

    I place all of this going on with Unlce Terry in God's hands. He is in control and He knows everything about all of this. The prayer right now is for God to direct the doctors to find the origin of the infection.
    All of this is crazy, but I know that God is holding me and my family in His Hands. That is where I love to be. All of this is in God's plan and i know He has a purpose for all of this. He is soo Awesome!!!! I trust in God with all of this, His hands are holding me!!!

Healing is in His Hands

No mountain, no valley, no gain or loss we know
could keep us from Your love
No sickness, no secret, no chain is strong enough
to keep us from Your love
to keep us from Your love
How high, how wide
No matter where I am, healing is in Your hands
How deep, How strong,
And now by Your grace I stand, healing is in Your hands- Christy Nockels

I belong to the Great Physician that is the Healer!! I pray that He will heal my Pa that has cancer and starts chemo thursday, and i pray that he will heal my Uncle Terry that is a really bad infection that they cleansed out most of it today through surgery, but it is still there. They are trying to find out what it really is, more in depth. The infection can be deadly. God is so in control and it is all in His hands and that is where im placing all of this. I pray that He gives all of my family strength. It is really hard, but I know the Ultimate Healer!!! Healing is in His hands... I pray that God will be glorified through all of this!!!

My Hope

When the mountains are falling
When the waters are rising
I shall be safe in You
Though the nations are quaking
Every kingdom be shaken
Still I will rest in You
When darkness seems
To hide Your face
I rest on Your
Unchanging graces
In every high
And stormy gale
My anchor holds
Within the veil- My Hope by Matt Redman

    My hope is God. I rest in Him. When everything around me is shaking I know that He is holding me. I am so glad that he promised that He would never leave us no forsake us!!!!! He is the light in the darkness. He is my king. 
   My Uncle Terry has a really bad infection in his leg and the infection just pours out. It is pretty bad because they think its the start of gangrene. He has surgery  tomorrow and he is really nervous and my Aunt Jo is really scared. The surgery is to remove and clean the infection. Through this we have to trust God. He is in control and healing is in his hands. I stand in HIM, he will give all of my family strength. God is my Hope!!!!!!!!

Vision!!!

Im not able to put any lyrics up here, but anyways Vision was totally Awesome again tonight!!!!!!!!! God was definitely in that room again and showed out again!!!!!!!! Jake Hamilton was pretty Great!!!!! God healed some people tonight!!!!!!!!! I serve a more that AWESOME GOD!!!!!!!!!!! Israel Houghton was totally Great, too!!!!!!! Vision was really great again this year!!!!!!!

YES!!!!!!!!

You've stolen my heart
Yes, You have!
You've stolen my heart
Yes, You have!
You've wiped away the stains
And broke away the chains
Yes, You have!!- by Leeland
God has stolen my Heart!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am His!!!!!!!! wow that is totally awesome that I belong to the Him!!!! Jesus died on the cross for me and in Him I am Free!!!!!!!!!!
    Tonight at Vision 2011 was totally Amazing!!!!!!!!! Ricardo Sanchez was pretty great!! Reggie Dabbs was the speaker and he was really good, God revealed some stuff to me!!!!!!! Then Leeland who you all know is my 4th favorite band!!!!! They were really Fantastic!!!!!! God totally had filled that room at the Civic Center tonight and changed some lives. I really worshipped my Abba!!!!!!!! really great worship time.
 Another side note is I was front row for Leeland especially, then I was first in line to get a picture of Leeland signed my them and I got to meet Them!!!!!!! it was totally Awesome!!!!!!!!! JESUS YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART, YES, YOU HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!

Learn to Love

But Where is the love that makes us stronger
Binds the hearts of every color
In the end we are all God's children
We gotta Learn To Love - by Leeland

    As God's children we have to love. In the Bible it says that we would be know that we are his followers by Christ's love and our actions. When we love others even if people are your enemy you have to love. Yes it is hard to love some people but God has called us to love. We need to lvoe those who are not believers and er should really love our brothers and sisters in Christ. I mean think about it if we dont love our brothers and sisters in Christ that is crazy because not only is it dividing His Bride, but we get to spend eternity with these people.
    Today felt like our school was family again today was really fun. For the first time in a while I could feel the love of our school family again. We have to continue to learn how to love or we are not doing any good for the Kingdom of God.
    Just a side note I am really excited because tomorrow I get to see my fourth favorite band, which is Leeland in concert at vision, ok it will be more that a concert, it will be a worship service!!!!!!

All to Us

Let the glory of Your name be the passion of the Church
Let the righteousness of God be a holy flame that burns
Let the saving love of Christ be the measure of our lives
We believe You're all to us- Chris Tomlin

   Jesus is my All. He is my Obbsession. He is all we need. Nothing compares to Him. As His Bride, the Church we need to be all that God had called us to be, let others see Jesus in us. Let Jesus be our passion. We should not get caught up with things that dont matter. We shoudl spread the fire that is inside of us for His glory. Jesus is all to Us!!!!!!!!!!

True Love

Come close listen to the story
About a love more faithful than the morning
The Father gave His only Son just to save us
The earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt the Fathers Broken Heart
Tears were filling Heaven's Eyes
The day that True Love died, the day that True Love died
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that True Love died, The day that True Love died
Search your heart you know you can't deny it
Come on, lose your life just so you can find it
The Father gave His only Son just to save us
The Earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt The Fathers broken heart
Tears were filling Heaven's Eyes
The day that True Love died, the day that True Love diedWhen blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that True Love died, The day that True Love died
Now, Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Oh, He is alive
He rose again- True Love by Phil Wickham

I absolutely love this song and it has been in my head lately. This is totally awesome!!! Just a reminder even though i need none that Jesus is my True Love!!!! Yes, I did feel like posting the whole song!!!!! haha The Day that True love Died, The Day that True Love Died.....

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!!

Forever I will tell you
Yeah I'll scream until it hurts
That I can't live without You
You are Heaven, I am Earth
And even from the moment
That You saved my life I knew
That I'll always love You- By Phil Wickham

 So today is Valentine's Day, and I do not have a date/ boyfriend to spend Valentines day with. hahah I am totally fine with that because I have my True Love Jesus who is better than any other guy. Some people say they hate Valentine's day and all that but i dont really mind it because I have the best Valentine who gave His life for me and it is a day that I can just spend time with Him. I think as a Christian single that is what we should focus on instead of being miserable on the 14th of February. I am so in love with Jesus!!!!!! I mean 2000 years ago the perfect Father gave his son as the perfect Valentine and He gave us the Best Valentine's card called the Bible that continually shows his live for us in it!!!!! I amsolutely love this song because i will scream until it hurts that I cant live without Him and I will always Love Him!!!!!!!! Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!

No Greater Love than this

At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There's no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?- At The Cross by Hillsong

    We sang this song in church today, and just singing it plus worshipping to it is Awesome! It is so awesome to think that Jesus died on the cross for me, the ultimate Valentine's day present/ He is so Holy and indescribable, he overcame, so now we can have life! Nothing can separate me from Him wow!!!!! No greater love than this!!!

Audience of One

To my audience of one
You are Father, and you are Son
As your spirit flows free,
Let it find within me
A heart that beats to praise you.
And now just to know you more
Has become my great reward
To see your kingdom come
And your will be done
I only desire to be yours,Lord
And Lord as the love song
Of my life is played
I have one desire
To bring glory to your name- Audience of One by Big Daddy Weave

    When i sing it is to bring glory, and honor to His name. I only want to sing to Him. I do not sing for my recongnition or fame. God is my Audience of One.  Well actually He is my Audience of one in all things. When i serve Him, or do anything it is for His glory and fame. I live my Life for The Audience of One!!!!

 

Rise and Sing

We’ve been redeemed
So rise and sing
Everyone glorify the risen Son
The Holy One has overcome
Jesus is alive
The enemy is broken underneath His feet
Death is crushed in victory
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive- Rise and Sing by Fee

   I love this song. iIheard it today and it has been stuck in my head for hours. This is just another great example of how great our God truly is. I will rise and sing even when my throat is sore and hoarse, even when i am feeling down I will rise and sing about my Amazing Jesus. Jesus is alive and we can have life all because of Him. So Rise and Sing!!

Forest Fires

Our tongues are like matches
Our ears are like trees
Our words are like sparks
On dry summer leaves
It doesn’t take much
For the flames to rise
And turn a soul
Into a forest fire- by Josh Wilson
 
    I think the phrase " sticks and stones my break your bones, but words will never hurt you" is stupid. Because words can hurt.  In James 3:5-6 it says "Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell."  Words are very powerful, they can bring life or death. They can break a person or build someone up. I sometimes feel I am around so much negative talk, it drives me crazy. Don't people understand that the mean things they are saying are actually hurting the person they are saying it to.  I am so glad that God is there to to give us words are strong and great.  God wants us to always talk to each other in love and with encouragement. It is time to stand up and not talk the words that tear us apart and bring us down. So be careful what you say and guard your heart, thoughts,and words.  Don't set a soul into a forest fire..

The Sun is Breaking Through

hold on
just another day or two
I can see the clouds are
moving faster now
and the sun is breaking through
If you can hold on, to the one that's holding you
there is nothing that can
stop this crazy love
from breaking through- Hold on by TobyMac

I fully trust in God, my Abba. He is doing some amazing things in my life and it is all in His timing. I am so glad that i have been waiting on Him, and I continue to wait because I know that He is going to do more great things. The sun is breaking through, more litterally Jesus, the SON. I have full faith in God. He is the one I am holding on to.

Love Freewriting

    " Love is patient, love is kind" those are just some of the words that the Bible says about love. It is very cool. God is love. We are to love one another. It is more than just a word to throw around and I think people just use it losely so many times. Jesus is my true Love. Love is between a husband and wife, which is a different kind of love than " i love my dog or whatever". Love is so awesome, how would this world fundtion without love. I know there is love between a boyfriend and girlfriend, but i bet most of them dont understand it.  I have never loved a guy you know, but i know that God has me a perfect guy.Love is sweet. But the greatest love of all is Jesus' love for us!!!!!!!!!!

Won't let me Go

I feel your love that surrounds me
My world can shake but it won’t drown me
‘Cause I’m trusting you
No matter what I’m going through- Won't let Me Go by Addison Road

    In my life right now it is a refining time that God is doing. I know that He has something great  for me and I am waiting. I'm trusting in Him in all that I'm going through.  I am holding on to Jesus, that is all that I can do. He is the only one helping me through the day. It's wrong that I go to a school that was made to be place to make God known, but i feel like it is a war zone. It is wrong that me and my closest friends plus a teacher was called Fake. I am not fake, I am real and I want people to see Jesus in me. It is wrong that I feel like other people that are suppose to be my friends and love me are talking about me behind my back, ( even though i  am not sure, but that is the way it feels) What has happened to this supposedly school family that is close, and what happened to this school being a safe place?  I feel like crying or I do cry everyday.
    I pray for strength and boldness everyday. I pray that I stand up for whats right. I am so glad that God's love surrounds me.  I am trusting God with everything at school and I am also trusting in Him with my Pa, who is  going through cancer. I know that this is all in God's hands. I  want God to be glorfied and His Fame known even though Satan is trying to win, but he is a loser and will never win. I want this school to be a safe place. I want this school to be a place that raises strong warrior for God, not students and teachers that get caught up in the worlds lies  and Satan's schemes. I want God to be made know through this school and we do what His will is. In all of this I am trusting in God no matter what. I know He wont  let me go!!!!

 

I'm Letting Go

I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go- by Francesca Battistelli

    Me, Kara, and Ally sang this song togther at Siver Run Baptist Church tonight. It was pretty Awesome!! I love this song. It is totally true for me because i have let go of my pnas for my life and given then to God. I dont know what the future for my future holds, but i know that it is my God/ Abba Father's hands. It is better for me to be doing God's will for my life than mine. It may feel like i have no idea on earth what comes next in my life, but I know that God will lead me. I am trusting in Him completely I also think this is a personal theme song for Trinity. It was a giant leap of faith to start this school and look where it is now because we have trusted God and let go of all the fears  and worries in starting the school. I know  with this school it has been thing where we had tp jump of on faith and God is catching us. We just need to keep on doing what God leads and the school will be a success and all glory goes to God.  In my life I will keep doing God's will for my life and keep wlaking on His path. So I'm letting go.....

Love Found Me

I found love and love found me
Broke through my heart and set me free
And now I know that I'm complete
'Cause I found love and love found me- Revive

I found love about 10 years ago when I got saved. What is cooler is that Love found me. I have freedom in in Jesus and He does make me complete. He is my true love, He came to live in me. I am no longer captive to sin, but i am forgiven. Im so glad that Love found me and I found Love. I am His and He is Mine!!!!! I am so in Love with Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Strong Enough

I know I’m not strong enough to be
Everything that I’m supposed to be
I give up, I’m not strong enough
Hands of mercy won’t You cover me?
Lord, right now I’m asking You to be
Strong enough, strong enough
For the both of us- Strong Enough by Matthew West

     This song is so Awesome. This song has been definitely a song that God has used to let me listen to in my life. With my grandpa having cancer, and with stuff at school. It just speaks to me that im not strong enough to get through things on my own, with God he is my strength and he is right here with me all the way. Im not Strong enough to do things on my own, but with God I can do anything. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength ( Philippians 4:13).  Im not strong enough, but God is strong enough for the both of us...

Be My Everything

Your love is everything You are my Home
The only thing
 The only thing worth living for
Be my everything - What I Live For by Luminate

God is my Everything. I live for Him. He is number one in my life. I am NOT complacent in my relationship with Him. My relationship with Him is the most important and nothing will change that . The only thing worth living for is Him.  Mine and His relationship goes before any of my other relationships with people. He is bigger than those people that I'm close to. He is my strength. I fully trust in Him. Nobody can make me doubt my relationship with him, because I have a strong relationship with Him, He is my Love. I live for Him. I am not perfect, but I live for a perfect God. I want people to see Him, in me. I want Him to take the eliza out of me, so only He is left.  Lord, Be My Everything!!!!

Our God

And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?"
And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
What can stand against?-Our God by Chris Tomlin

    My God is so Awesome!!!!! Tonight's youth service at church was Amazing. The Spirit was defintely in that place. Jonathan spoke on Psalm 91:7-10.  which is basically about if we make God our refuge nothing can touch us, our enemies fall down all around us, plagues wont come near us,and we can go through anything and overcome with God. How awesome is that!! wow. We sang Our God tonight and it just fit right with the sermon. Seriously how cool is this " And if Our God is for us, then who could ever stop us
And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?" We are conquers through Jesus Christ. With God on our side we don't have to worry or be afraid because who can stand against the Almighty Father. That's Our God...

Absolutely

Jesus, You have me completely
Every breath that I breathe
I am absolutely in love
Jesus, I am Yours forever
All of me surrenders
I am absolutely in love with You- Absolutely by Starfield

      This is my absolute favorite song , ok it is tied at number one with He Reigns by Newsboys. This whole song is like if I had written down my love for God.  I am His forever and I am truly absolutely in Love with Jesus.  I am not perfect by no means and I just belong to a Perfect God that I am madly in love with.  All I am is His. I am Absolutely in love with Jesus!!!!!!

 

It is not about Me!

Father break my heart for what breaks Yours
Give me open hands and open doors
and put Your Light in my eyes and let me see
That my own little world is not about me- My Own Little World by Matthew West

     It is not about me It is all about God. Today everything seems to be focused on the me factor where selfishness is normal.  This is not my world, nor does everything revolve around me. I think it is time to get out of the me, me ,me sage of life and focus on what God wants for us, Its time to start caring for other people and being focus on the lost. My prayer is for God to break my heart for breaks His. I want to witness to others and make Him known. I don't want to be so self absorbed that i miss out on what God has called me to do.  I pray that God will give me mission oppurtunities. I dont want to go through life having it centered on me, because my own little world is not about me.

He is Jealous for Me

He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me- How He Loves by David Crowder Band

   God is Jealous for me! wow thats pretty awesome to think that the Creator of the universe wants all of me. He doesnt want part of me, he wants me. So my part is to not be a part of the things of this world that is in a battle for my soul. I surrender all to God , because he wants me! Him living in me is the best, most awesome thing ever!! I am nothing without him. I am His forever!! He desperately loves me. He is Jealous for me...

Less of Me

Jesus give me Your heart
Let there be a death in me
I'm making room for all that You are
Give me Your heart- Weak Man by Leeland

     Everyday we need to completely surrender to God. We have to die to ourselves and pick up our cross and follow Jesus. It has to be an everyday thing that we become less and less anfd God to become more and more so that people see more of God through me. I want God to chisel all of me until He is only left. I don;t want to life this life for my benifit,but for Him to be glorified. I am after Jesus' heart. I am weak, but he is strong, and I am totally glad that He is there to lead me and be my strength. He lives in me! I want to know him more. I want there to be less of me and more of Him. Jesus, Give me Your heart.

It Happens in a Blink

It happens in a blink
It happens in a flash
It happens in the time it takes to look back
I try to hold on tight, but there's no stopping time
What is it I've done with my life
It happens in a blink- by Revive

Life is short and i guess i have been thinking about how i need to enjoy it and take it slow. I don't want to rush through life and miss a moment with my family, friends, or something that I can do for God.  As Christians, it's time to stop being lazy and do nothing for God, but we need to stand up and be warriors for Him. When I get older I want to look back at my life and see that I was a difference in this world, that i glorified God with my life, and i didn't take anything for granted. It seems that has a Junior in high school that i just want to get on with Senior year and graduate, but i guess God keeps reminding me to slow down and enjoy this life that He has given me. I want to live like there is no tomorrow, and make memories. I want my life to be the song that God sings. I want to live and serve Jesus all the days of my life, and one day hear Him say " Well done, My good and faithful servant." So friends take life slow and enjoy every minute of it because it happens in a Blink...

I'm a Treaure in the Arms of Christ

When I don’t fit in 
 And I don’t feel like I belong anywhere
When I don’t measure up to much in this life
Oh, I’m a treasure in the arms of Christ- Forgiven by Sanctus Real

    I absolutely love this song by Sanctus Real. I am forgiven by God and I don't have to carry around the guilt and be weighed down by my sins because I am forgiven. How awesome is that! Jesus came down and died for us, people who doesnt deserve anything. He took the cross because he loves us! Because of Him, I dont have to live in the past or be defined by my failures. He died for me, so I live for Him.
    I don't have to try and measure up to what anybody says is acceptable to have in this life like popularity, money, designer clothes, or a big house with everything I want.  Sometimes i do get so beaten down and i know that is a work from Satan who is a loser. I am forgiven, and I can do anything through Jesus. I am forgiven and I belong to the King of Kings.  I think Christians, hear the lie that to have a good life we have to be accepted in the world, and if we don't fit in or we become lonely it recks our self esteem, I must admit that I wonce believed this lie.  Truthfully it is great to have friends but we can't set our focus on temporary things this world. Remember we are forgiven and God, our Abba Father has brought us out of this world, we are His. Jesus is all we need.
     No matter what we have done, we are a treasure in the arms of Christ. Wow everytime I listen to that part of the song Forgiven i get tears in my eyes. Its a powerful concept. Jesus knows me and you, He sacrifices himself for me and you,and He loves me and you. When he looks at us he doesn't see all the wrong things we have done because when he forgave us he kept no record of our wrong, he only sees us as his Treasure!!! So we should not keep playing over all our sins, but instead remember that we are forgiven and we live for Him. So let me put this again: I'M A TREASURE IN THE ARMS OF CHRIST!!!!!!!!!

Here Goes..

Here goes nothing
Here goes everything
Gotta reach for something
Or you'll fall for anything
Take a breath, take a step
What comes next
God only knows
But here goes- by Bebo Norman

    A lot of times we are so stuck in our comfort zone.. guilty at that.   We stay in our comfort zone because we are afraid of the unknow if we do step out of it.  The truth is God is going to be there no matter what. If we take a step or make a big decision that we really are leaning on faith about we can because God is there to catch us.   We have to take chances and live life, and not be confined into the securities that we have in our "box".
   We worry about so much or always thinking about the future. God says not to think about tomorrow and to summerize what he said we need to live in the present. God is here with us today and He knows tomorrow. We cant worry our life away at about what comes next, because God knows and He is here to lead us on the His path. I know that there are things in my life like college and with my grandpa or even things at school right now that I may worry about. I know that it is in His hands and all I have to do is trust and have faith in Him.My focus, plus everyone's should be to live for God. In all areas of our life we have to take that step in faith whether it may be telling someone about Jesus, what to say or do about friendship,  college or whatever else it may be, and say here goes... we do not know what the future maybe but we have to trust in God who knows everything. So here goes nothing...

My Personality Type

    My personality type is ENTP also known as  The Visionary. This personality says that i want to understand things deeper and always come up with ideas. It says I'm can be very obsessed with monor detailed, very clever, and logical. I am creative, always enthusiasist, and I always look at the possibilities in life. This personality type likes to debate and is a thinker. I have an understanding of others and it is an advantage. It also says my mode of living is focused externally and the second mode is internally. It also says that i am good at anything that i have an interest in. I have good communication skills and an extrovert. It also says that I value knowlege and understanding. ENTP's are sometimes called the lawyer type. It says that  dont have feeling for others a lot of times. Personally I think that most of this is true about me, but some like the not having  feelings for others is not me at all.
    Next is the possible careers for an ENTP. Some of the traits of the Visionary are projected oriented, creative, and full of ideas. Also it says I am a natural leader taht doesnt like to control others. Also bright, capable, excellent people skills. there are several more traits that I didn't list. It said that i am capable of doing any job, but it list several possiblke career paths for a Visionary. It said i could be a lawyer, entreprenuer, photographer, scientist, actor, or physchologist. I personally dont want to be any of these, but it is interesting to look at.
    The last thing that i looked at about my personality type is what an ENTP has about relationships. The strengths of an ENTP  in realtionships is Enthusiatic, popular, charming, and laid back. it also said that i have great communications skills and an big- idea person. It  says that I take relationships very serious and wouls be able to move on after leaving a relationship. It also listed the weaknesses of the Visionary like i like new ideas so i would change partners frequently. It says I would also not follow through with plans, would provoke arguments, and would be a risk taker. On Lovers, it said that my relationship with him would be would to grow in a relationship and I would be enthusiastic. It also said that i would be likely to put the family in financial binds with my ideas, but i would want the relationship to be healthy and loving. Then the next section is ENTP as a parent. It basically said that would be a good parent because of the child-like enthusiatism, plus I am fun and upbeat. The only thing it said bad is that I would a lot of time neglect the children because of my ideas, but would show great affection for them., The last part is about the visionary as a friend. It said that i get along with a lot of other people and i try to understand how others work.  enjoy interacting with others and likes to be around people that are intelligent, idea-oriented, and capable. The  type says that the only bad thing is that I would debate people.
   It was really fun taking the personality quiz and learning what type of personality type i have and learning about it. I think i am a visionary and most of the traits are me. It is about 80 percent dead on about me.

America is Sleeping

United States of America
Looks like another silent night
As we're sung to sleep by philosophies
That save the trees and kill the children- While You were Sleeping by Casting Crowns

      So today we went to the Walk for Life/ Sanctity of Life march. Someone has to stand up and look at the facts that abortion is so wrong. America can cover it up all they want to saying that its for womens rights or its not a baby, its a fetes. These are lies straight from Satan. Murder is murder you can suger coat it. That innocent baby will never have a say so or a right to live.
      I dont get  how there can be organizations to save the trees, then there is organizations thats says dont eat animals or whatever. It is sad that about 4,000 babies will probably die before this day is over. There is something very wrong with that . It is a baby, not a fetus. In Psalm 139:13-16,
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.  My frame was not hidden from you  when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.  Your eyes saw my unformed body;  all the days ordained for me were written in your book  before one of them came to be. God knew us before we were born and it is not his plan for babies that he had a plan for to be killed. I believe abortion is wrong. Its time to take a stand and say that Abortion is wrong no matter what the circumstances of that girl has.America is sleeping... they want to save the trees but kill the children.. Take a Stand!
  
        

Overcome

Savior, worthy of honor and glory
Worthy of all our praise, You overcame
Jesus, awesome in power forever
Awesome and great is Your name, You overcame
We will overcome
By the blood of the Lamb
And the word of our testimony
Everyone overcome- by Desperation Band.

     We sang this today in church this song today in church. While God's Bride sang praise to Him, i could just feel the God in that place. I get chill bumps everytime I hear this song, and of course i did today.  It is amazing to sing and worship the Author of Life. When i sing this song and just listen to the words it encourages me that whatever it is i can overcome anything with Jesus. He overcame death, and now He helps over come anything no matter what it is in your life! Today at church is was just awesome worship and the songs and sermon focused anround surrender and overcoming. It was really awesome. Im so glad that I live for the One that is bigger than I can ever imagine!!!! wow

You can have Me

Lord, I give you my life
I give you my life
When did love become unmoving?
When did love become unconsuming?
Forgetting what the world has told me
Father of love, You can have me
You can have me- You Can have Me by Sidewalk Prophets

      God has me. I am His. I gave God my life when I was seven years old. My life is nothing without Him. I am so in love with Jesus. I love this song because it is a reminder that I belong to a Father that has always been here and will be always be here forever.
      This world has nothing for me. I give everything this world has to offer up, just to know Jesus. As Christians, we have to surrender everything to Him everyday and not listen to this world, even if it is hard sometimes.  Im so glad that God never fails, and forgives us when we mess up sometimes. One of our goals is to become more like Him. Everyday we need to take up our cross and follow him, plus ultimately deny ourselves. We have life in Jesus. Father of Love, You can have me,

Refuge

Sweet Savior come,
be my defense,
I need you now,
so cover me with your wings,
Refuge and Strength,
let your love take over me- by......

          God is my refuge. He is all I need. I want Jesus' love to take over me in everything. He is my comfort. When there are not any trials in life, and when there is He is our strentgh. When we are weak, He is there to hold us in His arms. Wow, I'm so glad that I serve a powerful God that holds the world in His hands, yet he took time to make me and he knows me and loves me.
       There has been a lot of craziness in my life right now like at school and with my Pa, but I stand firm in God and I give it all to Him. Maybe all of what i am going through are what I call "refining moments". That is when God is just molding and shaping, basically refining me into the girl that he has called me to be.
       Its been really cool that my youth group at church is going through Psalm 91 which a really powerful chapter which is all about that God is our refuge and our protection. Psalm 91:1-2 says "Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.” God has really been revealing so many things to me just throught these verses. Through everything in my life, He is my Refuge....

By the way: The song lyrics at the first is a chorus to a song that I wrote yesterday.
      

Love that will last forever

But Your love, Your love
The only thing that matters is
Your love, Your love
Is all I have to give
Your love is enough to light up the darkness
It’s Your love, Your love
All I ever needed is Your love- Brandon Heath

      I am truly loved. I have some Awesome friends and we love each other like brother and sisters. I'm so blessed to have friends that love me. I have the best family in the world. I thank God that he put me in a Christian family that loves each other no matter what. Knowing that they love me is pretty special.
     Love is a powerful word and i see so many people misusing it. it terrible. One day i will have the right man that God will put in my live to be my Love, but Jesus is my True love always. Right now Im so in love with him. The cool thing is that He loved me way before I can even comprehend!  All that matters is His love that last forever. Love from others can pass away. His love is all I ever needed and it is unfailing.  Its Your Love, Your Love.....

I Refuse

'Cause I don’t want to live like I don’t care.
I don’t want to say another empty prayer.
Oh, I refuse to
Sit around and wait for someone else
To do what God has called me to do myself.
Oh, I could choose
Not to move but I refuse by Josh Wilson

      This song  " I Refuse" has been in my head all day. It is a new single by Josh Wilson, one of my favorite Christian artist. I fist heard this song in Tennessee when i went in November. I liked the song, but the lyrics really didn't hit until last night when I found out that there was a music video for it. So I watched it and wow, it was pretty awesome!!
       It really got me to thinking how many people do I see each week are really hurting inside and I do nothing. I know God has called us to be Fishers of men, but how many times do I actually go out and tell others about Jesus. I am so on fire for Jesus and I want to go out and tell everyone about the life saving Savior. I am God's hands and feet and I ought to be out there doing what He has called me to do.  I do not want to be a pew sitter, I want be out there sharing the greatest gift of all!!  I want to be a difference in the world. I refuse not to move, I will go and follow Jesus. I do care and I want to see how God sees and I want to be His hands and feet. I refuse to sit around and watch the world dying and going to hell. I will be all that God has called me to be and I Refuse....

Just thinking about Miracles

 And I believe in miracles
I'm a miracle myself
And I believe the good Lord hears
The ones who cry for help
And after all that He has done for me
I believe, I do believe in miracles- Miracles by Newsong
         So this is my first blog i have ever written, and I'm excited about it. My first blog posting will be what i have been thinking about lately, and that is miracles. Miracles are pretty awesome when you read about them in the Bible and God is so powerful.
         I guess miracles hit home right now with my my grandad aka Pa, which is what i call him. He has been dignosed with Lymphoma which means he has cancer in all of the lymph nodes in his body. he goes to the John Amos Cancer Center Friday to see about treatments. My Pa has never really been sick, out of my seventeen years i have only seen him sick and in the hospital two times. He has always been the caretaker for my grandmama who has been sick many times, and he has always been the strong and wise one of the family.
         He is a godly man and he ( plus all of us in the family) knows that God is in control and God is faithful 100%. The thing that my Pa keeps saying is that he is a winner either way is is dies or if he lives. My Pa is like a hero to me.
        Through this i pray for healing for my Pa... I pray for a Miracle. It is really cool how God works through the news. Sunday at church Bro. Ray our pastor was telling the church about Pa and how they needed to pray, he also mentioned a lady in our church that is also dealing with Cancer. This lady is Mrs. Norma who is a sweet godly woman and she is a friend to my granparents. Three years ago she was diagnosed with cancer and was only given six months to live, but she is still alive. She is a miracle herself, but now her cancer is back and she is again only been given a few more months to live. Her grandson, Troy, who had moved to florida to go to Bible college surprised her sunday morning by coming out on stage and shared his testimony about her having cancer. Then he sang the song Miracles by Newsong. I cryed, of course because through that song God revealed to me that He is strong, even when me and my family is going through this time, and even though we have uncertainies about the future, God has a plan.
       I pray that His Will will be done. I pray for a miracle with my Pa that the cancer will be gone and I trust in the Great Physician. I know that His ways are not our ways and His thoughts are not our thoughts, but no matter what happens I pray that God will be glorified. Miracles happened back in biblical times and they still happen today Yes, I do believe in miracles, and  I believe in a Savior that holds everything in his hands.