Won't let me Go

I feel your love that surrounds me
My world can shake but it won’t drown me
‘Cause I’m trusting you
No matter what I’m going through- Won't let Me Go by Addison Road

    In my life right now it is a refining time that God is doing. I know that He has something great  for me and I am waiting. I'm trusting in Him in all that I'm going through.  I am holding on to Jesus, that is all that I can do. He is the only one helping me through the day. It's wrong that I go to a school that was made to be place to make God known, but i feel like it is a war zone. It is wrong that me and my closest friends plus a teacher was called Fake. I am not fake, I am real and I want people to see Jesus in me. It is wrong that I feel like other people that are suppose to be my friends and love me are talking about me behind my back, ( even though i  am not sure, but that is the way it feels) What has happened to this supposedly school family that is close, and what happened to this school being a safe place?  I feel like crying or I do cry everyday.
    I pray for strength and boldness everyday. I pray that I stand up for whats right. I am so glad that God's love surrounds me.  I am trusting God with everything at school and I am also trusting in Him with my Pa, who is  going through cancer. I know that this is all in God's hands. I  want God to be glorfied and His Fame known even though Satan is trying to win, but he is a loser and will never win. I want this school to be a safe place. I want this school to be a place that raises strong warrior for God, not students and teachers that get caught up in the worlds lies  and Satan's schemes. I want God to be made know through this school and we do what His will is. In all of this I am trusting in God no matter what. I know He wont  let me go!!!!